Mali ba kung isipin ko na sometimes I just dont matter to him? Bakit ba pag namisunderstand ka ng lalaki, it’s so hard to let them try and understand you? Dapat nga di ka na mageffort na ipaintindi sa kanila yung nararamdaman mo, yung problema mo, ung dinaranas mo. But then namimisunderstand ka pa at ang masama p dun napagisipan ka ng masama. At napagsalitaan ka pa ng hindi maganda(hindi naman mura :)) just words that is painful to hear). Sobra na nga yung nararanasan mong problema dagdag pa yung di ka man lang naintindihan ng taong akala mo out of all the people would understand you the most. At akala mo na yung taong pinakamamahal mo na dapat ay laging nandyan pag kailangan mo ay wala…he’s somewhere out there maybe busy on something, and to make it worse? maybe they’re not even thinking about you while you are alone and suffering emotionally.
You know what is painful? Its when you have no one beside you,even the one you thought would be there for you weren’t there and you dont know how to stop yourself from crying, you just want to distract yourself from the pain but it keeps on crushing you. And you are hurting..and thinking that he’s not here and things between you became so complicated is just too painful to add to what you’ve been going through.
My Boyfriend and I really love each other very much..he loves me so much but i guess love isnt enough after all. Its not all about love after all.
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